Tuesday

7:51 - woken up by brother
8:00 - woken up by alarm
8:05 - snooze
8:10 - snooze
8:15 - snooze
8:20 - snooze
8:25 - snooze
8:30 - YouTube
10:34 - get dressed for climbing
10:46 - pick up Rachel
11:03 - wait outside climbing center so we're not the first ones in.
11:06 - be the first ones in anyway
11:13 - fall off wall
11:14 - fall off wall again
11:15 - pick a new problem
11:26 - more falling
11:32 - stranger asks us to film him climbing
11:33 - consent
11:45 - more falling
11:56 - close but no cigar
12:15 - give up and go for lunch
12:34 - ask Rachel to "Tell me all your secrets."
12:44 - success
1:01 - drop Rachel off at UCCS
1:16 - try to write something, anything
1:44 - this is not a sonnet
2:00 - leave for work
2:09 - "I CAME IN LIKE A WRECKING BALL..."
2:24 - sit outside work in the car
2:27 - text
2:28 - walk into work
2:36 - start cutting paper for paper chains
3:17 - fail to open can using a can opener in front of 17 small children
3:19 - use other side of can opener, experience relief
3:27 - help with homework
3:45 - paper chains
3:58 - despairing look at clock
4:06 - paper chains
5:00 - clean up
5:18 - aimless wandering
5:25 - leave work
5:39 - "EVERYTHING THAT KILLS ME MAKES ME FEEL ALIVE..."
5:56 - UCCS paperwork
6:05 - dinner with family
6:19 - meltdown
6:46 - beginning of Take Shelter
7:04 - summoned upstairs for tree decorating
7:06 - meltdown
7:35 - discover tiny wooden Christmas trees, paint them
8:00 - more Take Shelter
8:37 - pie
10:00 - finish Take Shelter, mind blows up
10:01 - texting
10:34 - try to write something, anything
11:37 - Seraquel, 50 mg, Lithium, 900 mg
11:48 - down for the count